What am I really?
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I find myself wondering at times what I am. Am I straight? Am I a lesbian? Am I truly bisexual? Or am I just curious....
When I was only 5 years old I was playing with my best friend Susan and she was very touchy and affectionate. She introduced me to the world of kissing a touching. Yes it was a very early age but who the hell is going to say that this is a bad thing.
We all have heard of the little boys and girls playing doctor before.
We were in her room and just playing like any other kids would. Her mom found us and needless to say we couldnt be friends anymore.
Years went by and I found that I only liked to be around female friends that I was attracted to. Although I would only admit to liking boys.
At age 12 when we were all adapting to the changes of our bodies starting I went to gym class everyday and couldnt help but watch all the prettiest girls who were developing faster than me getting changed. I know that I had to sneak the peeks since I felt so alone in this concept and they would all get freaked out when the teacher would enter the room and call her the nasty bull dyke.
Years pssed and I knew that was NOT the average girl. I was dating boys and playing with them but I definitely had a strong attraction to girls. I would fantasize about them and wonder what they felt like.
When I was 19 I had my first experience in real life and LOVED IT!
After that I craved the taste - the touch - the smell of women all the time. It was like being unleashed from a tether that didnt even know how tight it had been.
I guess the eye opening experience was more than what I expected.
Im much older now. I am married to a man - a very open-mided man - who accepts me for who I am - knows that I may be bi but I dont just jump on any female - but knows that I will accassionally want to be with a female - preferrably with him......
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